I hate getting in moods like this when I KNOW I can't dress up or play. I just wanna get pretty, climb up on something hard, and swallow some cum.… 더 읽기

I've been thinking about a tattoo lately, probably lots of them. Arm stuff, initially. The thing is,, I'm really picky, so I'm over-scrutinizing artists and such. I really want to do something kinky, but not overly weird? Mostly, I think I want a cartoonish/cell-shaded hand pulling on a latex opera glove or something to that effect. Also, anything with Octopuses, Squid, Trees, Knives/Swords, eyes, things like that. Bold without being bland. Colors a plus. Anyone know any cool artists in the Chicagoland area? I need to just DO IT instead of thinking about it or it'll never get done.… 더 읽기

Anyone familiar enough with Chicago to hook me up with a recommendation on where to find fun clothes/toys? Taboo Taboo closed down and they were kinda my go-to. Going to be in the neighborhood this weekend and I wanna spend some money. (Near-loop suburbs and such, not looking to Bollingbrook or something)… 더 읽기

Just joking. I don't have any desire to train or bring up sissies or crossdressers. The reason I write this is because I'm really tired of the messages asking me for this sort of service (for free, nonetheless, the nerve of these people!). I'm probably most attracted in a normal friendship-level to people who are independent and know what they want. I DO NOT want syncophants, slaves, or submissives. I am not here for those people, yet they are 90% of my inbox messages. Want my attention? Read my profile and be respectful.… 더 읽기

I idle a lot on xhamster. Sometimes, I'm watching TV or playing video games and just leave this window up for fun and I get a TON of messages from people asking me to cam or whatever and it's VERY OBVIOUS that they haven't even looked at my profile. I'm curious as to how this happens. I don't peruse a lot of profiles here, so I'm not sure how people FIND this stuff. How does this site even work? Is there a way to make it like, LESS bad?… 더 읽기

I've been cross-posting a lot of my content to Tumblr lately cause it's more interactive than Xhamster. On the 17th of December, Tumblr is cracking down on adult-themed accounts, so I'm out. I will still be posting here, but I'll be moving some content to twitter (same username) if you'd like to follow me there.… 더 읽기

I've actually gotten enough messages and comments in the past week ALONE to warrant a post about this: I'm not looking for slaves, subs, or other sycophants. I'm not here to be a Domme or YOUR Domme. I am totally unattracted to passive people I really need you to stop coming on to me in this manner. Not that I do a lot of meetups, but when it comes to male playmates, I insist on Tops. I don't want a guy who wants me to fuck him or a guy sucking me off - that does nothing for me and usually actively offputting. I don't want to be some guy's first "soft gay" gateway fuck. Please keep that shi… 더 읽기

Getting to dress up is my favorite, and this is the time of year that it's socially acceptable? At the same time, I hate just crossdressing at a halloween costume, because that feels kinda lame.… 더 읽기

I'm curious if anyone has any about me that I don't explore in my content. Foot stuff, obviously! I get a ton of requests for that, but if you got to see my in a scenario, what's your poison? Balls deep on a big black cock? 2 guys? Chastity? (still working on this one)… 더 읽기

I'm in one of my moods. If you were me, what would YOU do to increase your "footprint" on Xham/Fetlife/Tumblr? I feel like I've stalled a bit on some of those fronts. I really feed off input and am a weird narcissist, so I love getting the likes and reblogs and comments - what's a girl gotta do to get more?… 더 읽기

Everyone asks if I swallow. OF COURSE I swallow, but it's up the guy if he wants that or not. I love creampies and other oral things like cum on my gagball (!) or into a ring gag. What do you think?… 더 읽기

A friend of mine, who was a big part of my life from when I was 12-20 years old has come back into my life. He hopes this is a temporary situation, but we've been hanging out a lot lately, especially on weekends. He's a close friend and means a lot to me, so I've been absent on weekends for camming/pics.… 더 읽기

I think I waxed philosophical about my lack of inspiration lately, but it feels like as I get 'better' or more passable dressed, the interest in it from other has gone down - which is one of my primary motivators. Any input?… 더 읽기

It has come to my attention that foot fetishists make up like WAY more people as a percentage of my fans than I thought. It's time to give back, but I'm at a loss as to what sort of accessories are fun for those sorts of pics/vids. I LOVE shoes and all sorts of stockings/etc. On top of that, I don't know what they WANT! Help me out! I'm on a buying spree.… 더 읽기

Few of my friends know what I do "on the side", and I always wanna dress slutty for halloween parties and it never works out. THE CONUNDRUM!!!!!… 더 읽기

I'm gonna spend some money this year on some good latex items and make a REALY EFFORT to wear them for some camshows! So in my first real run at shopping, I found the PERFECT chlorinated black long fingerless (I like having nails) gloves and they're sold out of my size! What the heck! edit: Quick email to the ebay seller and I got my gloves! They're in the mail!!… 더 읽기

Due to work restraints, my day out as Lily was cancelled this year (IML in Chicago). I got these sexy ass PVC pants for nothing???… 더 읽기

I finally have a chastity device coming. I hope it's what I want (and fits this time!) I'm going to tease the fuck out of you boys! Also I found http://r.ebay.com/s09hi3 THIS and I kinda really want it now. It's a buttplug, but it's got a hole in it, so you fuck the toy IN my ass! How fun! - Upon further review, this thing is not well-liked, but I want something like it! Someone teased ME on my camshow this weekend and threatened to buy me this https://www.etsy.com/listing/160099473/m ature-pvc-gothpunkrave-neck-corset****= shop_home_feat_2 (Black Medium, ahem) and then bailed.… 더 읽기

Whoever wants to get in my pants, a catsuit like this might be the ticket. http://fapality.com/1548/… 더 읽기

1 - (soon) I'm going to do a solo cumshot video/gif, probably some latex involved. 2 - A good 5+ minute blowjob video (volunteers?) 3 - (when I lose some more weight) Buy a latex catsuit… 더 읽기